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Words of Wonder by eternal-proesia

Literature by mrs-drwho

Writing by SilverWillow94

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March 9, 2011
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                                                                                                              I don't want to be your little girl
                                  Because I guess being your little girl is just not what I thought it would be
                                                                                                              I don't want to please you the way you want me to
Because it should please you enough that I give you my cookies and my most affectionate smile
                                                                                                              I don't care if you say I look cute in those colorful dresses I wear
                                        Because if you really thought they were cute you wouldn't rip them off
                                                                                                               I don't care if your friends would like to take a look at me, too
                                                  Because if it really would be just a look it wouldn't hurt so much
                                                                                                               I don't like the games you play every single time
                                                    Because the games I like to play involve no blood and screams
                                                                                                               I don't like all the lies you tell
                                          Because I can't be your little girl and a slutty whore at the same time

                       I hate the things you do to me
                       Because even if nine years have passed I can't use past tense
A text I had to write over the course of my therapy.
Thoughts about my time in elementary school.
It's not about my father.
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mynameiskassidi Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
would you tell me wat its about? i have a few problems that sound similar to this
BeanyHatGirl Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2011  Student General Artist
I agree with ~*I-Love-Hobos.

:'( I'm so sorry.
ChibiAriane Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2011
Thanks for your sympathy!
It's getting better. :)
BeanyHatGirl Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2011  Student General Artist
aw, im so glad to hear that. good luck. :)
I-Love-Hobos Featured By Owner May 13, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
This makes me feel sick. I'm so sorry.
ChibiAriane Featured By Owner May 13, 2011
Thank you for your sympathy.
I feel a lot better at the moment. :)
Children7 Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2011
I have to say this picture helped me a lot, I deal with all the shame and guilt feelings still, and I looked at it and thought "
It's just a sweet little girl"............relate to the compliments thing also, very hard to trust anyone..."What do they want????"

The way she is holding her head says it all, "I didn't WANT any of this, why is it happening?" and just a child so how could she understand????

Powerful work.....
ChibiAriane Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2011
Thank you very much, glad it helped you. It's really helpful to watch the whole situation as a third person. You'll soon realize that NOTHING was your fault. I always feel so bad for other people going through something like this and then I wonder why I blame myself.
Yume-Kami-Aika Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2011
I honestly like how it's well written, and sorry if I come off as a prying douche by saying sorry about what you went through ;___;.
ChibiAriane Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2011
Thank you very much!
You don't come off as a douche, don't worry, but you don't have to feel sorry. :) It's alright, I'll be able to cope with it. I guess.
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